I had a great time as a TFO and now back in Patrol I am struggling to stay focused and motivated. The needle is starting to slip from "gruntled" to "disgruntled". God is in charge and his ways are always good. I know when I look back at this time in my life I will see where he has stretched me, challenged me, grown me and fulfilled all his promises. But right now, it is quite a task to maintain joy on the way into and back from work.
It is strange, it is the little things and not just the big things, I miss. While no one would want to hear this "war story" the following video was part of my commute into work back in those days. I always just thought it just was a cool length of street that I would never have traveled if I did not have to go to the Feb office. It is nowhere near my department. So its kind of a marker of where I was and where I am no longer. I miss that street.
Psalm 105:8
He remembers his covenant forever, the promise he made, for a thousand generations,
